okayy or not...

No im not okay.. I wanted it to be okay yesterday and not be emo and whatnot but I found sad news (while emo-ing) and then I went from emo to.....emo-er and maybe being the emo-est person on earth. and i dare not feed myself with happy food ( chocs, icecream etc, etc) cause there will be more damage done.

lets just say i wish i had the answers and right words to comfort people i care about. but right now, im just lost for words.

right now, i just feel like that red ball there.

till then when things are better.