assurance

..for one day we know, we'll meet again...

my heart goes out to my two of my friends who lost their grandma and dad respectively this week. Its been pretty crazy around but I'm glad the we're all (being the gang) able to stand side by side each other (or sit, hug, shed tears, being present at wakes, send lovely flowers and pakkam, and more hugs) and cracking peanuts to eat them. Oh, trying not to spill water while poking the box of water to drink. :p

To June and Caryn, be strong! we are all here for ya. *bigsquishyhug*

On another note, mum turned the big five-zero yesterday! It definitely was a crazy day with all the baking of one hundred cupcakes to be given away and a cheese cake. Nonetheless, FUN.

........i would wanna have a party in A&W too. and have the Bear! And all my friends to play the games.  HAHAHAHAHA..That'll be fun. oh well, ONE DAY.

so far away..

ah feels good to be out from the emo phase. sort of.

Decided to visit a friend who's going thru a very rough period. Seriously, I'm not a good person to start a conversation and so, that proved again that day. Although there were awkward moments here and there, I'm glad I made it there that day. I'm glad I got to spend my time with her. I'm relief (in some ways) that she's alright ( in some ways ).

At moments like that, I would really wanna ask God why bad things happen to good people, but then again, God has His reasons. We may not see it just yet but in due time, we'll understand why.

...i wish you were here

okayy or not...

No im not okay.. I wanted it to be okay yesterday and not be emo and whatnot but I found sad news (while emo-ing) and then I went from emo to.....emo-er and maybe being the emo-est person on earth. and i dare not feed myself with happy food ( chocs, icecream etc, etc) cause there will be more damage done.

lets just say i wish i had the answers and right words to comfort people i care about. but right now, im just lost for words.

right now, i just feel like that red ball there.

till then when things are better.

decisions

life is just filled with it. To the simplest thing from what to eat to the biggest decision in life.

Well, I am battling with some right now for the future of the lil one. Weighing the pros and cons. (no im not getting married)

sometimes i really wish signs came with a straight Yes! or NO! so that i will know my decisions are made right.

a new start

hopefully i'll blog more. (: