fairy tale

Today was a fairy tale. Thousands of hearts broken...i think. There's still hope for Prince Harry isn't married yet. hah.

Me likey Pippa's dress. Stunning. (:

puff puff puff

It is super tough teaching the youngest brother, guiding him to do some work in the house and his school work. someone please, help me. i beh tahan. One brother has ADHD and now this one has short attention span, LOA and others. Its nonstop of...argasjhdgfahfakjshdfkajshdfakjhdfjakfsjfhahfajsdfsbdjasf everyday. SERIOUSLY!

I need time, meaning alone time to practice my piano and hopefully go exams? yeah ive been saying that alot of times. le sigh.

and Ive another Bachelor degree in Nutrition to do. omg. my brain cells are actually working in a way by reading so much and trying to summarize a 103 paged book to one page. o.O oh yeah, somehow right. i.am.struggling.

on top of that, making sure that there's income coming in.

and on top of that, i gotta do music arrangements for at least 10 songs, record them, play the piano and keyboard, be at all the recordings, etc etc etc. stuffs that I've always wanted to do and so new at it too. IT IS GONNA BE EXCITINGGGG!!! :D

another door please?

After two of mum's friend saw the place, they gave us their opinion on the place; people traffic etc. Turns out that it is not really the right place to be. Only mondays to wednesdays the place is quite quiet and only thursdays till saturdays will have better business. The shops around there closes on Sundays. Buying the current business; an organic retail, is a no no since i-forgot-what-was-the-reason.

I'm so tempted to buy over the kitchen equipments since if i would to buy brand new ones, would cost my a bomb. Then again, if i were to buy them, I wouldn't have any place to store them for the time being. Mind you, these stuffs ain't small. They are HUGE and takes up space. -.-

OH well, I still hope that another door will open since this door is closed. Hopefully, a better offer. Better place. Better time.

The sick bug has not left me. angryface!

it gets better

gah, officially twentyfour.


oh well, the climb wasn't too bad after all. Never ever climb hills or mountains when you're unwell. You get altitude sickness and can die up there. I came down the hill with headache. came home with migraine and heart palpitate. It's horrible.

Managed to present my two songs despite having a sore throat. I lost my voice four hours later. :P

I got calls from near and far. It definitely made my day (:

there's this shop with kitchen equipments going for five thousand RM. Really wanna start a business since it's already there. I don't need to go sourcing for kitchen hoods, grill, hot water + 3 compartment dispenser, ice cooler, chiller, some utensils, pots. The one thing that's in my way is, money. And maybe a chef or two. Despite being sick right now,( flu, cough, fever headache) there are so many ideas, menus going on my head and im not writing them down. argh.

I need some signs, or a miracle.

another year

Another year getting older, and wiser perhaps? hmmm that sounds really old. -.- Just when I *kinda* planned not doing anything, parents are making me climb Bukit Ampang, which of course I know I'm not fit enough but somehow have to climb cause I've no excuse. The thing is that, I don't understand why it is planned to climb after ONETHIRTY in the AFTERNOON. Can it just rain all day long this Sunday?

Oh oh, I've to listen to twenty plus new songs and give comments, i think. Well this one I'm not complaining about. I'm actually looking forward to it. OHHHHH perhaps listening to these people singing their songs would end LATE so I wont need to go and climb. sighhhh.

I just don't wanna grow up.

desserts

ahhhh had been eating these delicious yummy haven desserts...and others. goodbye diet! hello fatty.


An aunty told me, "Fat is the new thin"....

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

what is your dream?

I used to plan my life. Like what I would be in five years. and one year. How would I achieve that. What would I want in those years. Everything changed since then. Then when things changed my life. Everything that I would and could plan for would not happen. Everything that I HAD planned before has to be put on hold. Things that I would want to achieve before I hit thirty, would probably only be a reality before I hit forty or maybe never.

I may sound a little saddist but its true. and truth hurts right? I had been trying to deal the fact that dreams do change while you are living your life. Fact is that, I sorta hate change. Sometimes, what if change isn't the best? Seriously, what comes next?

maybe this is wishful thinking

Have you ever had a dream that felt so real that, you really wish it was real? only to find, that you woke up from it. sucks doesn't it?



So, I asked John if he wanted to eat fried fish or steam fish and he replied, " 2, 5, 6"  like.....say what? hahhaah

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't....

I go back to December all the time

i donch like

• second days
• being superbly tired
• having too much to do, too little time
• people telling my parents they aren't good parents when they have actually failed too, just that they don't realise it
• having to assure my mum a million times about something
• being fat
• spending money but i have too

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i wanna have a Pascal and sew dresses for him. hah.  :D