blessed

even though i do complain of not having enough and sometimes barely making it through the month, the past week has made me realized (again) how blessed I am than some others. Went for Coalition 58 and obviously there were bands played and peeps coming out and sharing what this whole thing is about. How we could help differently and stuffs. And its simple hearing stories from people how they went and visit these families and saw the desperate need in their eyes and how much they have to suffer in order to raise (the x number) their kids. Worst of all if they had a kid who is Disable, makes matter worst. Its easy to feel sorry for them. I myself have known some people who do suffer. Sometimes, in my head, i tell myself that I do not wanna be like these people. Sometimes, they didn't choose to be in such bad shape. Just that things really did not work out well.

And at many times I tell myself that in whatever I do, I must not fail. but looking back, there has been plenty of failures. But from there, that's when I have learn alot. So looking back, I have to constantly remind myself to count my blessings. To be contented with what I have even to the little things in life. To make full use of my talents and to bless others.